Well here is an update. I let my boyfriend have it this morning. I told him that I did not want to see him for a few days and that I could not continue in this unless some things changed. He got pretty upset and told me that he really wanted to sit down and talk to me about this after I got out of work tonight.
I do not know if signals got crossed but I wanted to clarify that my boyfriend is not abusive...physically or emotionally. He has never called me a name and I can count on one hand the amount of times he has raised his voice at me since we have been together.
I just feel that he has some relationship issues that need to be worked out. Counseling is always an option and I am sure that he would be willing to go to a relationship counselor to discuss our problems. I know that he wants to make this work..he just needs to learn how to manage his time better to make it work the best way possible.
I don't want to leave him..and I know it is not because I am afraid of being alone. I really do love him and treasure what we have more then I have with any other person. Does that make me wrong?

Jessica

<font color=blue>The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain</font color=blue>
~Seether and Amy Lee