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For me when I am very deep in depression it is all I think about it seems. At least I know it was true in the last very bad one. Constantly read about it and thought about it and wanted to talk about it.
Then after I started doing much better I don't think about it so much. I did for awhile but then figured it wasn't so healthy and then I just naturally didn't think about it as much because it wasn't affecting me.
I was diagnosed 20 years ago. But in recent years it has had such a huge impact on my life that I think that is why.
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The "paradox" is only a conflict between reality and your feeling of what reality "ought to be." -- Richard Feynman
Major Depressive Disorder
Anxiety Disorder with some paranoid delusions thrown in for fun.
Recovering Alcoholic and Addict
Possibly on low end of bi polar spectrum...trying to decide.
Male, 50
Fetzima 80mg
Lamictal 100mg
Remeron 30mg for sleep
Klonopin .5mg twice a day, cutting this back
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