<font color="purple">((((((( HUGS ))))))) ~ ~ ~ ~ ((((((( HUGS ))))))) </font>

I am sorry that you are hurting right now and that your mother was not yet ready to talk about the past - a past that holds pain for you and for her in it..... hang in there and know that while your mother does love you and she does care.... she is not ready (able) to talk about the past quite yet - for in doing so she must then face her own wrong in all this, and we all know the worse demon to face is the one staring back at you when you look in the mirror.