That's it.I'm giving up everything.I'm gonna lock myself in my room and i'm never gonna get out from my room.I cannot stand seeing my oved ones and friends like me at one moment and the next hate me.I cannot stand forgetting things and the next second rememberin them and the other let them slip away and never come again.I cannot see myself struggling to be good at something and when i do it forget everything.I can't be angry and calm at the same time,i cannot be relaxed and stressed,determined and empty,idiot and smart,rebel amd prisoner.It just isn't worth all the moments i have given myself to be what i wanted,to see everything that i did broken and wasted and left in a rubbish can.That cannot continue,this or me...