well apparently my coach called my regular T and told him she was worried abt me. i think bc i texted her accusing her of gaslighting me. so my T texted me and asked me how i was. i told him about how i feel like people are out to make me feel bad. and that the drug test was part of it. he said i am paranoid bc my shot is running out. now i am just confused. he said my coach, other T, pdoc, and himself are all worried. i dont want to make people worried.he got me to take a prn. so i will see what that does. i am nervous to see my team tomorrow. im supposed to see pdoc so i can get my shot early tomorrow. but i am scared. im so confused