I am bdppartner and I am a "slut"

I've had multiple partners and haven't known the names of some but everyone was consenting and to my knowledge nobody got hurt

I have been disapproved of etc but one day I decided that I was no longer willing to let people make me feel bad and cheap.... Hell Everyone has done something that can be disapproved of and I am a better person because I don't get my kicks by trying to destroyed other people's self-esteem

There will come a point where you have to decide whether to let your fiancé continue 'beating' you up over it, just bear in mind if your son is seeing his father's attitude towards you it could make your parenting roll harder especially when he hits his teens