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Originally Posted by Mike_J
I have not engaged in any SI in over 3 years but over the weekend when I went to look for my preferred implement for SI, I had another legitimate use for it, and I COULDN'T find it anywhere. I moved last year but I was sure I knew right where it was. Not like I'm expecting to use it for what I have in the past but I don't like not knowing what happened to it, and now that I know that I don't know where it is it kind of freaks me out. Makes me think about where it could be and when I'm thinking about it, what I usually use it for is right there too...  |
I actually find this interesting, that after three years of not engaging in SI your tool can still hold so much power and control over you. I know it is true, as I had quit for two years and my tool had a lot of power over me too at that time.
What if you found something else that makes you feel better and replace your tool with that? If you like to read, maybe you could grab your favorite book and just hold on to it, maybe run your fingers over the cover and through the pages, every time you think of your SI tool? Do you think something like this could help you? You could slowly start to replace that tool with something that is positive.
Just an idea to ponder.
Be safe,
Celtic