Why is it that every morning when he comes downstairs without his wedding ring, my stomach turns more and more. Even though I know he's not going to wear it, there is that "hope" inside me...It is now 8:04 and I've been up since 4:45. I am not sleeping well. I wake up crying, get the kids dressed crying, drive to work crying and I'm crying now. Oh my....I see my first "counseling" appointment tomorrow...I just feel like 45 minutes isn't enough time for me to "get it all out."