Anxiety to me is when my muscles all over tense. im shaky and trembling. Cant sit still. Have absolutely no patience. Everyone around me talks, but i can barely make sense of what they are saying. I start sweating. My mind starts racing. If Im driving i cant go fast enough. I become dangerous in a vehicle. Like this morning, I wrecked my truck ,becuase i had no patience to wait to get around the fence. Now, i cant get what happened out of my mind and the anxiety or whatever it is just getting worse. Want to just go hide in a cornor and crawl into a ball, but cant cause i just wanna break something else.
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So often we dwell on the things that seem impossible rather than on the things that are possible. So often we are depressed by what remains to be done and forget to be thankful for all that has been done.--Marian Wright Edelman
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