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Originally Posted by NoChildSupport
It's the same with me too. Without others I am nothing. I feel as though I shouldn't even exist...
I usually feel fake too. Whatever group of people I'm around, I act like them without even realizing it. If I'm around too many different personalities, it feels as though my system has crashed. My interests never last. My fascination with people who I aspire to be like never lasts. I don't know who or how I should be. I feel like I can't just be me cause there's nothing there.
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I definitely identify with the last line. 'Just be yourself' feels like an empty slate waiting for context in order to be filled.
When I am with people, especially a lot of them, I feel like I am another species quietly observing, and wondering how long I will have to be there with these strange entities. LOL.