Updatedet.. Uhm.. I would find it rather odd to open up jere of my N. Specially when taken count that i myself am N.

I dont have any need to ask "why he is..." etc. I know the answer.

And while i'm content about situation, i'm also a little bit worried. Not becouse of him, but becouse of me.

Had the first explotion the other day. He went first, then I.
Think we will leave a huge hole to the place where there once was a house when we are done.

Funny still. Havent been this energynized for a long long time. I can breathe again, live and laugh.
Somehowe the whole world seems to make more sense when i'm with classic N. and whole world seems to lose all its glory when I'm not.

Still I know, one of us will leave once we have sucked one another dry.
He knows I am N. and is aware of his NPD.