And here is the biggest difference between classics and covert ... I dont respect myself. I do not have insight of beeing good person. I do want to be. but I'm not. I build a dreamland around me and live my life in that dream that i am what i would like to be - godlike. But at the same time i see who i am. Classics usually dont see themself as they are-or refuses to see. Bevouse it would too painfull, too much to handle. I see it everyday. I see the huge gap between what i am and what i want to be,deaire to be. And i will not settle daydreaming about beeing. Its over taking need to be. Hunger that never gets eaten. And it kills me everyday. So no, i dont respect myself.