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Originally Posted by Sister Rags
Are you comfortable with your intuition...are you sure that others sense you as someone they're not interested in being friends with? I can't say why because I don't really know, but for some reason I get the feeling that you are far more likeable than you perhaps realize.
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Thanks. Well, I have few intuitions about people. Nothing so sophisticated as knowing whether they want to be friends or not. No one has ever wanted to spend time with me. No one has ever pursued it. Always I had to pursue it. And even then, they seem to find some reason to disappear. So, no intuitions, just alot of data points. My eyes are kinda wet now and I feel something funny in my stomach. I consider myself to be on the autism spectrum, just based on data points like these throughout my life. Try as I might . . . and I do try . . . but I yam what I yam.
Thank you for your kind reply.
Edit PS I do have a husband, my one real true friend. Again, I was the pursuer!