Thank you.

I was beginning to think maybe they were right. That I should just suck it up and get it over with.

I tried explaining once again that I was not ready. Their reaction is to start telling me that I should essentially use the poor guy for sex.

It's hard. For the most part these are really nice people but for some reason they just find it necessary to 'fix' my relationship status.

I don't know how to get it through to them.

I can't enter into a relationship knowing I can't give the other person what they need.

I do not want to sleep around. Been there. Done that. I'm not interested in sex right now anyway- I have some serious body issues as well.

Part of me wants to find the nastiest articles on BPD I can find and then ask them if they really want to inflict that on someone.

Mostly I just hope that despite all their nagging they will not encourage him and save me having to hurt him.

I know it won't really be my fault if he gets hurt but I'm still going to feel horrible for it.