Yesterday I had an attack of psychosis when my moods were stablized having increased the Lithium a few days ago. In which I heard the voice of Satan and started having visual hallucinations where the walls were pulsating and various objects were shrinking and growing. I had delusional thoughts that members of my family were Satan. Again there were no mood symptoms.
This isn't the first time. The first time I had psychosis I never had any mood issues, but mood symptoms followed shortly, then paranoia afterwards, then mood symptoms then psychosis. This seems to me more like Schizoaffective and most people around me agree.
I'm probably wrong just like the stupid moron I am. BUt it seems to connect. The more I read about the symptoms the more it seems to ring close to home. It's like I went from Paranoid Schizophrenia to Bipolar and back. Coincidence?
No way this is Bipolar or Schizophrenia. But I must be wrong. I plan to see my psychiatrist soon. But until then I want your opinions. I know I have OCD, which has been 95% treated.
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