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Originally Posted by Skitz13
Maybe if you're feeling to unstable now, you can put school off for a bit. I don't know if that's possible.
Glad you're seeing your pdoc on Monday, but how are you going to keep yourself safe in the meantime????  |
i have already deferred one sem last year due to ED,
this means i have to defer entire year, (coz I deferred sen 1 and all parts II courses in sem 2 i couldn't take)
i have to complete the uni degree in 6 years, the course itself is 4 years
if i defer some more, i will max out the 6 years
i dun even know if i can't complete it
my dr had always suggest changing major coz this gives me lots of stress
i don't know
i hv no idea how to keep myself safe
every day before i go to bed i pray i will never wake up
everyday i open my eyes i dread the day
I B/P the whole day to keep my mind occupied from thinking of my depression
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Bipolar, BPD, ED
increasing med right now: a downhill slope
Seroquel 200mg
Epilim 300mg
Olanzapine 5mg
Amisulpride 50mg (just started trying this)
Clonazepam 1.5mg
Ativan 1mg (PRN)
Zopiclone (Imovane) 10mg
In psychosis and struggling worse with ED
I skip med because I would rather be psychotic than living in the real sucky world
Who can understand?...
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