Well, I have been dealing with anxiety/depression for close to 30 years. Sometimes I think that things are getting better...and then this black clod comes up and effs up my life again. I've been to a number of therapists, some good, some bad, and tried different meds. Now I've been diagnosed with bipolar, so now I am taking an antidepressant, a mood stabilizer, benzos, and Adderall. It's exhausting being on this not so merry-go round which is why my s/n is "notthisagain".