One problem i, and many other aspies deal with is Alienation.
And possibly, you may have been the only person he could stand being around.
And Then, in his perspective, you go and straight alienate him.
I, and i assume others, get alienated, we retreat to ourselves, and hold our emotions in.
When you alienate an aspie like that, i, at least, would be very defensive, because you are now against us, and with no one to express emotion too, and the person who just hurt us want's to be freinds, you would think someone would be reluctant.
-jimi- Said it best,
"When someone breaks it up, the other person often feels sad, rejected and hurt. Normals do it to. You can't simply expect someone you dumped to be your best friend and they should be OK about it."
This, and the fact we aren't like normal people.
I feel as if aspergers is an invisible wall between me and expressing emotion.
I want to say how i feel, but it's like my mouth is duck taped shut, i'm chained to the floor and was just told my family died.
And when i get away from people, i just break down crying.
The invisible wall is also why i am constantly lonely, because i can't just go get Friends, they think i'm weird and unemotional.
I just don't have body language down.
And i feel if i tried to make Friends with them, i would be rejected, thus i am fearful.
And again, when i'm alone, i cry until i can stop.
But strangely enough i innately try to hold back tears no matter what when around people other than my girlfriend.
One thing about my girlfriend you may note, she, is in Bulgaria, and i, am in the united states- you can probably infer why i mention location.
Because we are on Nearly the opposite sides of this planet.
And we are as intimate as possible, while sometimes very distant from one another, i can still proudly say i would only choose her over any girl nearby.
I believe she is likely also an aspie, but does not know it.
When she finishes School in 4 years, i plan to fly her to america.
We've been together for over 6 months, and i have had doubt in the relationship, but i know it will work.
We are essentially eachother's only friend.
She's the only one i truly feel safe with, and feel understood and accepted by, and it seems she is the same way.
I have no clue what i would do if we split, or i lost her.
I would probably get depressed, or even worse, suicidal.
This is because - once again, i have Aspergers, i just can't talk to anybody when i'm sad.
And i would always be sad and lonely, and it would get worse and worse, until i just wouldn't be able to take it anymore.
And people around me would have no idea anything would be wrong until i was already dead.