Today was my last radiation treatment till next Tuesday. I got 3 days off with out have to drive over there, my oncologist said am going to feel tired still but at least would rest and try to keep my mind busy. I need to cope with this sadness, and high anxiety that now has a trigger. I am going to be done with radiation next Friday. What am I going to do after that ended? I need a job but I can't work before and I can't work now, no even in the next six months.
The pain in my surgery side hurts, am counting in my CBT skills as much as I can ....

It is 7:00 pm CT here and the pain already started so does the anxiety due to the pain killer side effect. I have to find the silver lining.

Every cloud has a silver lining.