I think the others are so brave too. I'm reading these threads so that I can gain the courage to at least tell a little bit to my T. When I was little sexual abuse and caring got welded together. Now my Inner Child is getting the care from my T and recently I have felt very close to her. I have been constantly sexually aroused for a long time now. I wish I could say that at least it feels good but it doesn't. So, because it doesn't feel good I think something from the abuse is mixed in there. For a while there I obsessively was doing research to find out what was going on with my body. Now I realize that I was obsessively looking for answers because I was afraid T would take the caring away because of what it did to my body.