Welcome to the forums and I am with Angel 100%.
Distance helps. Perhaps some will appreciate you a little better, perhaps you'll feel better just being with kids and h.

George Burns, that great american comediant that lived over 100 years said, that the best things than can happen to a person is to have a nice loving family more than 1000 miles away. I think he was jocking when he said that, but perhaps not.

gab