Seriously, has photos of ex wife on Facebook, but not you? Who does that? And better yet, what women puts up with that? Girl, dump his piece of $#¡+ a@@!! You deserve so much better than a guy like that! Why do you think that you have to limit yourself to someone who is going to treat you like you aren't good enough to be his girlfriend! Any guy that you are with should KNOW, that he should be thankful to have you! You need to tell yourself that. I think that you have lost your self-confidence, and you need to get it back. You are worthy of an amazing, wonderful, gorgeous guy, that treats you with lots of love, respect, dignity and like your a princess. He should always put you first, except for God, but you can put Him first together, (if you all believe in that, or whatever you believe in, I say live and let live, but you deserve to be treated like number 1, not number I forget. Don't settle for this douche bag! Find your prince girl, I had to kiss a thousand douche bags before I changed the type of men I was kissing, and then I finally found a real prince. Someone who treated me with respect, love, like an equal, he opens my doors for me, buys me beautiful things all the time, and he has always told me how beautiful I am, even when I was unhappy with myself because I had gained weight from trying to get pregnant, and taking all the fertility drugs. Boy, nobody tells you that the side effects of those can be huge weight gain until after you've already gotten fat! But, I just want you to do yourself justice, and get a great man who will treat you like a queen! Kick this no good douche to the curb where he belongs. Believe in yourself that you deserve better! !!