Feeling down. I didn't get the job that I interviewed for. I didn't think that I would, but it's still disappointing. I return to work in a couple of weeks and I'm terrified that I will become complacent again; or worse, that I will tailspin into a deeper depressive episode. I'm convinced that this was a wake up call. I can't work there anymore. I can't waste anymore time. The thought of going back there made me feel horrible again. I'm trying not to feel hopeless but it's really difficult.