I'm functional today. Still overall very depressed and still getting the electric shock feelings through my whole body. Girlfriend called and asked me to come over, so I painted on my happy face and walked over there. We had a nice visit and she apologized for telling me to leave and never come back last night. That was thoughtful. Invited to a BBQ at an uncle's house today but I just don't know if I can keep my happy face on for long enough to survive it. Maybe if my girlfriend wants to go with I will go. Otherwise I think I will stay home and not spread around my depression.