Ok I'm bad about keeping up on here. I didn't even realize we had a new thread. I feel a little guilty for not being here much lately. I'm doing ok and just haven't had anyone to talk to really. I don't have many people who I talk to, here or irl. I think I'm just trying to not complain anymore. The more I focus on the things that upset me the more they upset me. Probably why I haven't been to Pdoc in over a year and therapist in like 4 years. I'm not happy but not in misery either.