there was a local band that brought me joy. they would play every couple months and I swear that is what kept me alive though my bad times. it was "they are going to be here in three more weeks and then you can be happy again for a while". unfortunately they broke up a few years ago, so I have lost that joy I held on to for so many years. I found a band to partially replace them but they hardly ever come to town...maybe two to three times per year, not enough.....but at least I am not depressed anymore and don't need my fix anymore either.....take care