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Originally Posted by precaryous
"I wish I could just cut myself right in front of her to show her how much I despise myself, how awful and fu-ed up I am....I want to hurt myself in front of her."
Cutting, the silent scream?
"What would happen if I did cut myself in session?"
Please don't hurt yourself. I don't think anything good would come of it, especially in session. Would it help to read this post to her? Would it help to draw a picture?
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I didnt think of drawing a picture, thank you for that idea i might try that actually. She suggested writing it down too. And you are right, cutting is the silent scream. I just have this massive urge...
TRIGGER WARNING
...... to cut too far in front of her. If you know what i mean.