Unemployment works kind of differently over here, I'm unemployed but get the same as someone on disability so there's not much point going for it.

I just can't do society if that makes any sense. I can't be what everyone wants me to be, I can't be what I want me to be! Sorry for this self loathing. I've made up my mind. Want to contact my psychiatrist first so there's no doubt when I'm gone that I tried. Any inquest will hear that.