I cannot do this anymore. Sorry this is horrible for a first post but I've got nothing left to give. Nothing. Just want to give up but I can't. If I could I'd sleep for forever I can't do this I can't go on. I'm already dead. My eyes are dead. There's no point to anything. Can't stand the thought of the morning and it all starts again and again over and over. I'm so isolated, lost, alone, confused, scared. So exhausted feel like I might just stop existing. I hate myself so much but what the %#@&#! can I do about it? About anything? I just don't know anymore. How much longer can this continue?
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