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Old Aug 30, 2014, 05:41 PM
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My sins are my mistakes. I am a Christian. Saved by God and know I am forgiven for all I have done but I have not forgiven myself.

Struggle with a lot of horrible choices in my life. I feel deserving of my weight and my unhappiness. I feel undeserving of happiness in general.

I have been working hard to learn from my mistakes. It is a daily struggle.
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"Why would I want anyone to ever have to deal with me when I can't sometimes deal with myself, for someone else to endure my pain, when I can barely handle it myself. How can I make someone stay through the turbulent storms of emotions I face every single day when my life has been anything but stable?" - L.S.