I was very depressed when I started lamictal. then I missed my period then this last period was wierd. Then the 50 mg jump made me hypomania. then I became very depressed again. maybe some of it has to do with my birth mother. but ever since I started lamictal I've been showing my true self to ppl I normally wouldn't. like people at work including my supervisor. and just a few min ago my bf brother. I don't know if this recent showing of attitude is good or bad. is it good to be showing your true self or bad? I'm so confused. it does help me think before I act.