|
Aug 30, 2014, 07:26 PM
|
 |
|
|
Member Since: Aug 2014
Location: Indianapolis, IN
Posts: 12
|
|
SO my boyfriend and I have been together for 10 years...high school sweethearts I guess you could call us. We have 2 kids, and have lived together our entire relationship. I dont work, it is hard for me to keep a job with my agoraphobia and anxiety and depression, but he doesnt understand. When we argue, the fact that I dont work always comes up...he has told me before that I dont have to work but an argument always brings out the true colors. I know he needs help sometimes, and I want to help, its just hard for me. I want marriage and more kids, but he tells me he dont want to get married until I have a stable job...but its like...what if I cant? What if I cant handle the work environment? Or the people, and anxiety of it all? Does anyone else go through something like this? I give him all the help I can, I babysit, I donate my plasma twice a week, and I do what a normal house wife should do such as cleaning, cooking, taking care of the kids...and even doing anything he asks no mater how tired, or sore, or depressed I am. 
|