im just sittig on my bed drinking and thinking about life and things and the people i know or have met. thinking about the future. thinking about my therapist. thinking about how glad i am to still have my dad and for him to still be alive and healthy. hell be 70 in a couple of years. sometimes i wish he was younger so i could enjoy him longer. but im just glad to still have him.

i guess im just in a depressive state still about all this stuff going on