I'm tired. Tired due to children. Tired due to my relationship. Tired due to my emotions. Tired due to daily life. Life seems so easy for some people. I find every little task, esp with children, difficult to complete. I am completely sleep deprived, due to work also, and when given the chance to sleep, like now, I cannot, or maybe just want to find someone, on here possibly, that relates. My emotions change through out the day, dramatically. My relationships have always been difficult, chaotic, tiresome. I have had 3 children with 3 different men. I am an egg; ready to crack at any moment, and do often, if that makes any sense. No one has ever understood me, my entire life. OCD, self injury, and what now I can only relate to the most, BPD and minor bi-polar. I feel like a freak. I hope and pray my children have life easier. I know others have it worse; but life is just hard for me. Anyone feel this way? Or am I alone?