Been having a very down time lately. The husband is leaving in 3 weeks to stay 3 hours away for 2 days for a mandatory class for his job, and I'm feeling so many things right now. Separation anxiety makes me panic at the thought, then just get depressed that no one understands and I have no support and am alone with all this. The 3 weeks just dwelling on this is going to drive me crazy. Aside from my cats, I'm hanging on for anything new by Sigur Ros. Saw them last September in Pittsburgh. Couldn't wait to hear Jonsi draw his cello bow across the guitar strings. It's funny the happiest 2 days of my life are when I saw Jonsi's solo show almost 4 years ago and that show last year. Nothing has compared - not even the birth of my son (ended up being a nightmare - had to have a C-section.) Those 2 things are about my only sources of happiness in life anymore. And maybe food.