I used to love working in my yard, planting a garden, having plants indoors in the winter.

Pretty much absolutely hate it and wish it was all gone. I intend to, and have been working on, dramatically simplifying my landscaping. Just gonna be the uber-tough, ultra low maintenance stuff.

Cause I just don't give a F about so many things from that past alternate reality that was my life.

"Blown Away"
Carrie Underwood

Dry lightning cracks across the skies
Those storm clouds gather in her eyes
Her daddy was a mean old mister
Mama was an angel in the ground
The weather man called for a twister
She prayed blow it down

There's not enough rain in Oklahoma
To wash the sins out of that house
There's not enough wind in Oklahoma
To rip the nails out of the past

Shatter every window 'til it's all blown away,
Every brick, every board, every slamming door blown away
'Til there's nothing left standing, nothing left of yesterday
Every tear-soaked whiskey memory blown away,
Blown away