I froze with fear not exactly because of school itself, but because there is a required internship and I really did not feel that I had the energy or concentration to do it. I totally freaked out. It was horrible.
Finally after becoming so upset I was nearly suicidal, my shrink gave in and found me a med that boosts energy. He also increased my anti-depressant. It's starting to work and my attitude is more positive. I still have doubts and worry but it does feel possible now.
Shifting my attitude did wonders. I hope that can happen for you.
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“Our knowledge is a little island in a great ocean of nonknowledge.” – Isaac Bashevis Singer
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