That's what it's like. I don't feel like a human most of the time either. Society tells me to shut my mouth, work for people and things I dont care about for the rest of my life and die miserable. Society tells me that most people have what I can never have. A normal social life, relationship, friends, and joy. I'm forced to be "thankful" for what I have and stare at what everyone has while they rub it in my face. And I'm supposed to be happy and thankful for that? I feel like they don't treat me like I'm human, either. I'm a peasant who cleans up the nobility's s***.