Oh freewill......Calm is right!! It was not your fault...never your fault!!!

You were still a child....12,13,14,15....unable to make adult decisions because you were not an adult!! You said it yourself, he had control over you....but NOT anymore. Give up the ownership of this it does not belong to you....it totally belongs to him.

(((((((((((((((freewill))))))))))))))))) I'm sending calming thoughts and gentle strength to you. Please be good to yourself in at least one small way everyday. You so deserve it!

Hugssss
J