I am sad and struggling I have been to counseling and took medication and everything and nothing helps I have never had a mom and dad or any brothers or sisters in my life my grandmother raised me but she died when i was 15 I have been alone basically eversince. I would give anything to have a mom and dad and a brother or sister in my life it would be so awesome . i pray everyday wishing i could have that in my life i feel so alone i want a family to spend time with so bad. i have chest pains everyday where it hurts me so bad i think about it like 24 hours a day even when i am at work or anything nothing gets it off my mind. I just dont know what to do .