You have some really good drawings and I think it is ok to draw out your feelings. I'm not a great artist but to me, when I do draw, it creates an outlet, a window to my emotions. I even recommended it to my daughter to draw out her emotions. There is so much you can say in a picture and you have talent. On another note, stop and take note as to what state of mind you are in. Do you feel in control enough that you can ride through this till Monday? If not, as bad as it may sound, keep yourself safe and go to the hospital. Keep us informed on how you are doing.