First this won't be my first time in fact I've saw this therapist for about 2 months altho I've skipped 2 appointments on purpose because of frustration. Lately I've had dreams terrible dreams of being mad at him for not doing what I need him to, you see he is the "best" in the area regardless of the fact not everyone works wwith certain theerapissts I feel this being my 5th in 3 years I've pushed them away yet at the same time I feel they've gone to few lengths to help...............................

PS...sry I dont ever help anyone on here im useless.