I don't have many friends, and I lost one of my best friends, I tried to patch things up, didn't work out, it was my fault entirely, and I am to blame. After a while I gave up trying to repair things, not that I moved on, but I decided if it's what makes my friend happy, then so be it. I tried to contact my friend again, I wanted to know if everything's alright, I got no response, I guess I'm not even worth a reply anymore.