Keep opening up whenever you're comfortable to do so, BE. We're here for you.

I kinda relate to the post (the edited one - I never saw the original) in a messed up way... makes me feel things... guilt, I guess, because I believe I've been and currently am in a situation like the friend you're trying to smooth things over worth, but I cannot forgive the other person(s). Tough situations. I hope things work out for you and this friend or ex-friend of yours. Maybe it just needs time.