I know that my pdoc is the only one that diagnose me, and I have not tried to quit treatment or self diagnose. I spoke with my doctor over the phone today and he said that Bipolar people can have psychotic episodes out of a mood context, but it is not common. The reason I'm distraught about diagnosis is the course of whatever I have. It can be interpreted as severe Bipolar Disorder with psychotic undertones or Schizophrenia with mood undertones. Insane.

The only reason I called myself a moron is because I wasn't feeling good. This whole situation is very stressful.