I hope u guys don't go off your meds. I regret messing with mine every single time...

I have to be on them. This is a serious illness. I mean I was starting to think my family all hated me. I was thinking ppl from that organization were trying to destroy me. It's not true. They don't have that power. I need the meds. I need to be stable for my son and myself. It worries him and my family when I get so paranoid and irrational and don't feel safe. Oh man, I can see it clearly right now. I'm writing it out with my new cool pens and putting it on the fridge. I'm gonna do that now.

Please you guys don't mess around with your meds without your drs help.

We have a serious illness.