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Everyone has different reasons for SI, and just because you may not know exactly why you do it ... well that doesn't mean that you don't have a good reason. I often worry that the reason i use to SI was for attention too ... but then you have to think, well why do i need this attention? This could be from many things .. neglect, abuse, or any sort of emotional difficulties or indifferance. But you really don't need to "jusify" why you're SI'ing ... its something that you do to help deal with things - whether it be on a conscious or unconscious level. And you know what, it doens't make you a bad person, and you CAN get through this. Talk about how you're feeling with your T ... talk about why you dont exactly know why you're SI'ing .. they can help, and thats what they are there for.

Be easy on yourself and know that you can get through this.
Jacq