I still go to school.
My mom knows that at the end of 7th Grade and the beginning of 8th I was cutting and I told her about my fear of abandonment the other day I even read the symptom off of this website. She knows about sleep issues that I have and she can view my emotional breakdowns. She just chalks everything up to PMS but its everyday. Somedays worse then others. Heck last year I ended up failing two classes and getting a d in my other one because I was tired most days and couldn't bring myself to do the work so my grade dropped significantly. Then when I had moments where all I did was the work it improved just not enough.

I'm 16 so if I could support myself and prove to a court id be better on my own I would but I can't find work. Next year for my senior year I want to go to this performing arts boarding school but its $60,000-65,000 before financial aid I'm trying to raise money on this website called "go fund me" but people can only view it with a link right now.

But the second I can leave I am.

We fight about everything because I don't want to go to college i want to go to this boarding school because I rather be a waitress waiting for a big break in singing or acting than being stuck in a place I hate.

I appreciate you reply thank you.