I have never been below a healthy BMI. I have only been at a healthy BMI weight once and even then I was at the high end one the healthy. I am currently in the Obese BMI range, but I'm considered annorexic because I eat less than 1000 calories a day. I average 600 calories a day. Nobody except the doctor and nutrionist believe me that I eat so little. Nobody ever sees me eat cause I won't eat in front of people.
I am an abuse survivor. I've been through a lot of trauma. Besides that, my weight has always been shoved in my face. When I was younger, I remember being at a restaurant with my best friend and her dad and I was full.... my friend said she was full so her dad told her to give me the rest of her food because I'd eat it. I was so sick afterwards. My family makes jokes about my weight. My mom has to always remind me that I'd be pretty of I just lost the weight. When I did make it down to the healthy BMI I was still being told by my family that I needed to lose more weight. I recently began to lose the weight again (10 pounds in two weeks), and I decided to look up the BMI for my height and age. A healthy BMI for me is 105 to 135 pounds. I want to get down to the 105. I have become obsessed with the scale again. Weighed myself five times yesterday and three today but I'm doing one more before bed. I know weight flexes and they say weigh yourself once a week, but I can't help it. I need to lose the weight.

Celtic