Hi Dany,

First of all I can only suggest that you go to the closest Hospital to you if you feel you need emergency mental health professional help.

Professional treatment advice this is all I can offer. As without knowing if you Live in the United States of America or if you live in another Country. You mentioned Third World Country in your post. And as you have not stated in your profile or post if you are an adult seeking professional help and live with your parents, going to a University or if you are Minor Living with your parents seeking professional help.

I am unfamiliar with the process of professional Mental Health elsewhere than that of the USA.

If you are a minor and live in USA going to live with someone you meet on the internet is NOT a good choice, and is also illegal in USA for minors to leave home without parental permission or arangements.

I do hope you come here for advice from others suffering, and hope you may seek some type of professional help in your location. Once again as I do not know your geographics I would suggest a Hospital Emergency room.

Try not to worry of the finacual side- no human life is bought with money and staying well and alive is #1 priority for each of us..the money or finaces can always be taken care of later down the road.

Best Wishes-Chris

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